My ex boyfriend and I despite many efforts are just never going to be able to talk and be friends. We have tried on multiple occasions and we just can never seem to find a way to communicate. This is really frustrating and sad to me because I want it to work so bad but … Continue reading Have you heard of your 3 life loves?
When I looked up I say my stepfather. I was in awe. Who the hell told this scum of the earth that she was here? I know my sister and I didn't because he was the last person either of us wanted to see. I have to imagine that some the hospital had gotten in … Continue reading I Wasn’t Supposed To Be There; A Life Saved (Part 5)
At some point in this whole mess I had to go pick up my sister. All I remember thinking is how am I going to explain this to her? How am I going to explain that on this day, a day that should be filled with joy and happiness for her, what had happened. Why … Continue reading I Wasn’t Supposed To Be There; A Life Saved (Part 4)
Before I move on I suppose I should provide a better visual of the layout and landscape. As you drive into the house straight in front of you would be a 2 car garage and then to your right was the house facing the road but attached to the house in a sort of L … Continue reading I Wasn’t Supposed To Be There; A Life Saved (Part 2)
This is a series of post about the day that I found my mom having attempted to commit suicide. These were not easy posts to write and I am sure even harder for my mother to read. I want you to know that these were approved by her prior to posting. This content is raw, … Continue reading I Wasn’t Supposed To Be There; A Life Saved (Part 1)
I am a really resilient soul and one that really does not like to feel like I am failing. If I start to feel that way I kick into overdrive and I am like "Oh Hell No" mode. Well after my last boyfriend and I broke up it was a reminder that I have no … Continue reading 6 Tips For Loving Yourself & Living A Happier Life When Single
Something I have been reflecting on a little bit today. Yeah I know even this early in the morning but I suppose you don't get to determine when you brain is like "Hey, we are going to think about this now." There are a lot of things I miss about my past and what is … Continue reading Missing The Past Is OK
As I often do, I sometimes begin to write a post and then it sit on the shelf for awhile as use the time to find the words to express how I feel or sometimes I am not really sure even what I mean by what I was trying to convey. Well this was one … Continue reading I had No Voice
I was talking to my counselor the other day particularly about one relationship I was struggling with. After awhile of talking he final asked me "What need do they fulfill?" I had never even thought about that question or had never thought about our relationship in a way where they are actually giving me something … Continue reading What need do they fulfill?
I have been kind of avoiding this topic because I wasn't really sure if I wanted to talk about it and if I did what I would even want to say. However, the more I sit here and think about it the more I feel I need to write it down. You see this blog … Continue reading When You Love Someone, Now I Get It